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~August 16 2005~
Blushing red
dripping down
my lifeless face
Aching blistered wrist
wrapped in soiled cloths
tied behind my crooked back
Keeping myself sane
with the understanding voices in my brain
Such an emotional drain
with my neck bruised by the metal chain
Keeping myself sane
with my mind focused on the intense pain
Helpless sorrow
buries deep
in my heart
They come by often
pleasuring themselves
within me
as I am trapped
among my chains
They come by often
with injections
and various pills
numbing me
so that I no longer feel
what is real
Keeping myself sane
with the given injections of cocaine
Such a mental strain
with all the men I have to entertain
Keeping myself sane
with the trance caused by my bleeding vein
I cry
yet I am unaware
I feel my body rub against
the damp cellar walls
I hear sounds of another's pleasure
yet I am unaware
My eyes flitter
Am I alive?
Have I died?
My body jitters
Are they done?
Are they beating me?
Keeping myself sane
with repressed thoughts of actions much profane
Such a horrific shame
with the diseases I have obtained
Keeping myself sane
with denial of seeing the accumulated bodily stains
Time is no longer a friend
but a desired lover
wanting it all to end
Shutting the world around me
with eyes closed
and desires open
Old crusty blood
stains the floor
miscarried children
lie among the floor
My scabbed vagina
burning with intensity
Inside I feel raw
Never leaving
until death arrives
Welcoming death
each desperate minute
until then I am
Keeping myself sane
inside a mind already insane
Blushing red
dripping down
my lifeless face
Aching blistered wrist
wrapped in soiled cloths
tied behind my crooked back
Keeping myself sane
with the understanding voices in my brain
Such an emotional drain
with my neck bruised by the metal chain
Keeping myself sane
with my mind focused on the intense pain
Helpless sorrow
buries deep
in my heart
They come by often
pleasuring themselves
within me
as I am trapped
among my chains
They come by often
with injections
and various pills
numbing me
so that I no longer feel
what is real
Keeping myself sane
with the given injections of cocaine
Such a mental strain
with all the men I have to entertain
Keeping myself sane
with the trance caused by my bleeding vein
I cry
yet I am unaware
I feel my body rub against
the damp cellar walls
I hear sounds of another's pleasure
yet I am unaware
My eyes flitter
Am I alive?
Have I died?
My body jitters
Are they done?
Are they beating me?
Keeping myself sane
with repressed thoughts of actions much profane
Such a horrific shame
with the diseases I have obtained
Keeping myself sane
with denial of seeing the accumulated bodily stains
Time is no longer a friend
but a desired lover
wanting it all to end
Shutting the world around me
with eyes closed
and desires open
Old crusty blood
stains the floor
miscarried children
lie among the floor
My scabbed vagina
burning with intensity
Inside I feel raw
Never leaving
until death arrives
Welcoming death
each desperate minute
until then I am
Keeping myself sane
inside a mind already insane
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~Nine Inch Nails--Happiness is Slavery~
don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the devils of truth steal the souls of the free
don't open your eyes take it from me
i have found
you can find
happiness is slavery
~Tool--Prison Sex~
Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the devils of truth steal the souls of the free
don't open your eyes take it from me
i have found
you can find
happiness is slavery
~Tool--Prison Sex~
Got your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
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wow that is an alsome poem and you are an amazing writer... keep it up